hey can I relive this moment of my life?

this will be fun............

I go back and read all the things I wrote of him before.

Now, it's all so different.
But he still makes me smile.

He can keep me if he cares.
I'm not getting my hopes up.
I'm too alone standing here.
He's my best friend.
Safe from pain.
From myself.

This is where it begins to break. Away from you, away from me ( Read more... )

Maybe this is where I can be myself. Running away from everyone else. I re-read all my non-sense babbling before this... and wonder, was that really even me? How can you really fucking feel something, bleed it out of you and it just goes away. You forget about it later. Life is just like that. A mystery. A never ending story, who knows about after ( Read more... )

I just want... too much... sometimes.

Just catching up on some reading, felt a little inspired.

Holly Black is amazing. <3


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I can't begin on pages already written ( Read more... )

come, take a walk with me.. along the while, i'll lie to you.. use you.. take you down. are you broken? or do you need to be?

so all guys are jackasses. just keep that in the records. too many things going on, going wrong.. I suppose you could say. and im not learning much from these endeavors. hmm. that's seems to be good for now.