Is today really Friday? I could have sworn Friday was supposed to be at least 3 or 4 days ago. Really, is it Friday? Not that I have any great fun activity planned for this evening. I will be working diligently on the parade float. I just hope everyone is in a productive mode because I soooooo want to be done with it. I have had more than ( Read more... )

Okay, so now I am an adult...or at least I have made an adult decision. (I still refuse to grow up completely, you know!) I am going to buy the house that I have been renting. It just seems to make sense right now. I am getting a great deal on the price and the process is going very smoothly since the broker is affiliated with my landlord. He is ( Read more... )

Nothing seems to make sense lately. I don't understand it - as much as I'm trying to. Everything feels like it is falling apart, except things with Erykah. I'm not sure what is going on there, either; but at least things feel okay with her right now. It is far from how I would like it to be; but I have begun to give up hope that we will ever be ( Read more... )

Today has been a very frustrating day. I have known from past years that anything of negative significance in my life tends to happen during the month of May; so it should not surprise me in the least that I have had the week from hell. I am not one to stress out about things - at least I never used to - but today I think I will fall off the edge ( Read more... )

I can't believe it has been almost two weeks since I've written. It has been very busy and I've experienced much emotional turmoil since last; but things seem to be working out okay. Erykah and I are still hanging out and it seems that the pressure on our relationship has lessened to the point that we are able to have a good time with each other ( Read more... )

This has been the week from hell. First, I fucked up my knee when we were in Chicago last week and it got worse as the week progressed. It is getting a little better only because I took Monday and Tuesday off to try to rest it ( Read more... )

Well the work week is almost over. I really do look forward to Sundays. That is the one day that Erykah and I have to spend with each other - with little interruption from the outside world. We started off the week with a 3 day trip to Chicago. We played tourists and saw as much of the city as we could during our short stay. I stupidly tripped ( Read more... )

I can't believe that Erykah and I will be leaving town in three days for a much needed mini vacation. We are going to spend a few days in Chicago and NOT in St. Louis. I am so looking forward to this. We have had kind of a rough past two weeks and I think both of us could use a little time away from all the crap here. Our friend, Robin, is ( Read more... )

What a fucked up week. I have gone through every emotion and feeling that I personally believe one person can experience in a week's time. And I don't understand anything any better than I did before. Life was so much easier when I was capable of shutting myself and my feelings off from everything and everyone around me. Don't get me wrong, I ( Read more... )

I have the best girlfriend ever. I was feeling really fucked up yesterday and even though she really needed to be working, she took some time to listen to me. We have done a lot of talking the past few days, actually. I don't know if and when I can get over what was bothering me yesterday, but I feel better about some other things and that helps ( Read more... )