Jesus Christ I'm alone again

[explodingirl88]

I've been listening to the new Brand New songs a lot.
they're feeding my fucked up-ness.
I'm ok with that.

weird fucking moods and feelings all the time lately. not sure how to deal with it...

but in the mean time, I think I'm going to take MarkWaters' idea here:

leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I think of you.I'll try my

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[flash1087]

oooh! Me! Me!

[explodingirl88]

TIMMY!
I really wish I knew you better. you seem like an amazing person and a much more complex kid than people give you credit for. I must say, I enjoy talking about nerdy things with you, and I love the video game updates.
I really don't know anything about your personal life, but I hope all is well. if it isn't, I hope you know that it will be soon. it all balances out.

[kaydro_ceebek]

how can i pass this up.

casey fucking drobek. Hah

[explodingirl88]

ca-ca-caseyyyyy
you're aware that Kyle talks about you a lot. subsequently, I've heard some unsavory things about you. but mostly, I've heard about what a good friend you are. he's told me about the things you used to do together and I can tell how happy your friendship makes him. It'd awfully adorable to see him get excited when you call, or get excited to tell me that he talked to you and tell me something funny that you said.
I really hope I get to know you better and get to see all the amazing things Kyle tells me about. you seem like a good person and a good friend. and I hope to experience that friendship as well.
I'm fucking corny as hell right now and I don't even care. haha.

[teh_disappeared]

Pedro Rodriguez

[explodingirl88]

hahhahaha Peter.
you crazy bitch.
I don't really know what to say to you. how long have we been talking now, 3 years? the great unity of Reggie at work here. even though we've never met, it seems like you've been there for me a lot. aside from one event this summer, I never really confided in you, but you always offered me words of encouragement anyway. you have no idea how much I appreciate that. there's a quote from Breafast at Tiffany's, something to the extent of 'anyone who ever gave you confidence, you owe them a lot.' I owe you.
and I really appreciate that you were there for me to talk to about shit this summer. I knew I could explain it better to you than any of my friends here. you already knew the background, haha. man, I hope you know what I'm talking about or else I feel like a douche.

[explodingirl88]

ChrisBedford.
you do awesome like it's your fucking job.
I miss you. I miss hugging you through the window of my car while I'm driving. and I miss your incredible attitude. it seems like you can always find a positive side of everything and I am really jealous of that.
I wish we could have been closer and gotten to know eachother better. but it's pretty hard for that to happen now. so I hope to see you when I can (which is rarely), and I hope to hear that everything works out for you. you deserve happiness and I know you will always have it.

[viva_life]

H UNITTTTT

[explodingirl88]

H Unit.
fuck dude. I don't know you. we've talked from time to time at shows and stuff but never about anything. from how I've seen you with your friends and what I read in your journal, you seem like a very interesting person. you act like nothing could ever phase you. I really hope that's the way it really is and not just an act. having that ability is one of the best ways to go through life. so I wish you the best, Ms. Heather.