So I'm sitting in Web Design class with Jimmy. Lauren came home for a week and we had fun. We went into Boston a couple of times, and one of the times I was sick and near puking. That night we had a little drinking get together at her old house and the cops ended up coming and blahblahblah, everything turned out fine. It was awesome to have her ( Read more... )

I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes.

I'm not ready for the snow. Why is it snowing?? Just last night I made a scarecrow, wtf? Snow's depressing. Ashley woke me up at noon to tell me to look out the window. Since when does Ashley wake up before me? I got 12 hours of sleep! That's not like me.. I think I've been acting really different in a lot of ways... idk. I guess I'm going to that ( Read more... )

I just scanned through journal entry's from last year. I used to be so lame and immature, but I was happy. I was always happy. There was never any worries freshman and sophomore year. I'd walk everywhere, all over Lynn. Now a days, I break something walking up the street. I didn't get trashed before shows, but I still loved them. I always looked ( Read more... )

I HATE BEING INDECISIVE!
Is dignity even what it's all cracked up to be?
Mine is on it's way out the window.

Yeah so I was supposed to go to the Warped Tour today. I had no money and the bank didn't open until 9 am and my ride was at like seven. Whatever, I don't really care. I'd rather be there than here but the ride there would have sucked and I wouldn't have any money to get food or cigarettes and I probably wounldn't make it through the day. I wanted ( Read more... )

The past few days were pretty fucking boring. All I've been doing is sleeping all day and going out for just a few hours at night. I slept until four o'clock this afternoon. Four o'clock!! I woke up at three a.m. and tossed and turned for hours. I've been getting the worst sleep. I've been having the strangest dreams lately. A couple nights ago I ( Read more... )

Yeah so Lauren left for Florida early this morning. I hate this. I'm not much without her. I was over there for most of yesterday, helping with the packing. It kinda sucked that there were a lot of people there. It was hard to show how I felt about the whole thing in front of others. I just wanted to crash and die on my way home. I hope to go down ( Read more... )

Can I swallow this bottle whole so this brain in my head can forget your face?
Because I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes.

heeeello!! wow it's been a while. i'm just really bored today so i'm actually updating. oh man there's really nothing to write about. uhh... i went swimming yesterday. and then i went into boston to see the lion king. it was siiick. i was like "MUFASA!!" the other day iwent to a party and got drunk. it felt good at first but the past few months ( Read more... )