Comments | explodingsunset: absolutely cuckoo

explodingsunset

absolutely cuckoo

Mar 22, 2006 15:41

so they want to give me the drugggs. i don't know about this. i've seen it work wonders on people. but then once those people are off them they go psycho. i don't want to be okay only because i'm on something. but i can't get over this paranoia. every little thing makes me tense up and my head feels like it's going to pop. i'm shaking right ( Read more... )

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uglyhumor March 22 2006, 23:47:19 UTC

i don't know, man. i don't know what drugs they want to give you. but i was on these pretty little pills, and i was bad news when i wasn't on them. and different when i was.

explodingsunset March 22 2006, 23:54:26 UTC

let's hope they just tell me that i need to climb mountains and do more cartwheels.

explodingsunset March 22 2006, 23:55:50 UTC

i don't want a corporation to make a profit off of my mental problem. but i must go that route if need be.

violentpacifism March 23 2006, 00:32:39 UTC

I know this may not be much help; however, exercise might nock you chemicals back in balance.

explodingsunset March 23 2006, 00:45:57 UTC

i do a form of exercise called qigong. it's a five thousand year old exercise. it helps me calm down and relax and have more energy throughout the day. i need to find more videos of techniques from the local library. because it seems the techniques i'm using aren't working as well as they did when i first used them. i need some good zen music too. i think i should go to that buddhist temple on the hill and go to their gift store to find some.

linear_lively March 25 2006, 16:43:43 UTC

jeremy! it makes me sad to hear about all of your problems. i hope they are dealt with swiftly and you return to a better state of being. i would feel weird about taking drugs too, but they are backed up by lots of credible neurological research, so it will probably be okay...i dunno. i just hope you are better soon.