Hi guys. It'd be great if you guys could please take this sex survey that my groupmates put together for our group project. You can answer anonymously. I don't really like the survey, because some of the questions don't seem to ask the right thing and the answer choices are fucking vague and confusing and limited and it's just not comprehensive ( Read more... )

i don't know why it's hitting me harder and harder, but i feel scared, now. i cry now, because i'm scared, and not because i'm sad ( Read more... )

he tells me to drink me coffee in the early morning, to smoke cigarettes in the pitch black dark, and to sleep on my side, with my hands in a prayer position, pressed between my thighs ( Read more... )

are you TRYING to break my heart?

3 weeks later
in a foreign place
15 hours ahead of you
just as twilight is about to hit
thinking i had already gotten over you
i caught myself spelling your name over and over in my head

shortly before i came back to california, ben told me he was in love with me and that i was perfect. though he is naive, i appreciated it so much. apparently, he knew i was "it" the first time he talked to me, which might've been the first day of class. also, he told grant he wanted to beat dylan up whenever i saw him because he didn't deserve me ( Read more... )

it's 4:50 in the morning here in taiwan and i haven't slept, really. i fell asleep at around 12, but was having a dream and in the dream, dotty was tapping my arm a lot and it started to hurt. that's when i woke up and was confused about were i was. when i remembered, i got up and sat on the couch. it was only 2 am. i was frightened, for some ( Read more... )

i've barely eaten anything in 4 days because my wisdom tooth is growing in and it's unbearably painful. i also have a huge canker sore on my lips and a sore throat, so that's also a hindrance. i tried eating some penne pasta in tomato sauce. i cut up the pasta into tiny pieces so i didn't have to chew them as much and so i was able to get them into ( Read more... )

dylan moved out, finally ( Read more... )

i've seen him twice this time, already. i run into him so much, unintentionally. i feel like if we weren't friends now, we would eventually know each other, somehow. we seem to know a good amount of the same people. we just cross paths all the time. it's gotten to the point that i get kind of scared when i go somewhere in LA. it's not that i don't ( Read more... )