i don't know what happened, but i guess dylan plans on staying at evergreen until he graduates. and i'm moving back to california probably after this school year. at first, we had both talked about moving back and he sounded so sure. i don't know. it's just that evergreen credits are extremely hard to transfer, and it'd just be a waste if he just ( Read more... )

yesterday, i had thanksgiving dinner with dylan's family. it was pretty nerve-racking. first, i went with dylan's brothers, bren and pat, to pick dylan up at the airport. they played a prank on him and pretended that no one had discussed who was picking him up, so he was stranded at the airport. he called me and i pretended i never got to meet up ( Read more... )

for a few days, there was this ominous feeling digging into my skin. i really felt like i was going to go insane. dylan and i hadn't talked in a while. he'd just been weird, lately. he wasn't talking to me and when i tried talking to him, he just sounded awfully down. i couldn't get what was wrong out of him. so one night, to try to get my mind off ( Read more... )

i like him so much, but i can't see him falling in love with me. i think he's already liked me the most that he can, and things are just fading, now. he keeps reassuring me that he thinks i'm amazing, but i don't think it means that i make him happy.

Can you tell?

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last night, neil degrasse tyson came to speak at evergreen. he's this very influential astrophysicist, and was even named one of the 100 most influential people of 2007 in TIME magazine. i really enjoyed it. he's really funny and engaging and spoke on very interesting things. i was disappointed, as was others, that he didn't really touch on science ( Read more... )

i've started using my other livejournal, again. folk_hearts, if you please! i'm still using this one, as well, though.

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dear isabelle:
this sounds so cliche, but i really fucking mean it. just "live."

your friend, isabelle

p.s. you can think of him, but not about him.