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Full Circle
I started this blog in live journal several years ago as a way to document my dreams for later self analysis. Later it evolved into a blog where I could spout my thoughts and feelings without people on my space freaking out on me. I haven’t written in a while because… well… for a while things were going to hell and nothing helped. I lost the ( Read more... ) -
burned out
living.. coping... being strong. pretending i'm ok ( Read more... ) -
Life isn’t worth the hassle
Life isn’t worth the hassle any more. I’m writing this here because if I posted it on my other journal site I’d get yelled at by those who think I should just suck it up. Ok… let’s see how good your attitude would be if you spent three years of your life being mostly apart from your spouse. Ryan and I have known each other for six years now. ( Read more... ) -
two months...
I cant wait.
I cant wait to SEE you any time I want
I cant wait to talk to you
I cant wait to hold you and touch you.
I cant wait to kiss you
I cant wait to make love to you
I cant wait to wake up in the morning and giggle at the faces you make in your sleep
I cant wait till you play with solo again
I cant wait to see shadow annoy you again -
betrayed?
I think what bothers me most is that you didn’t say anything. You let me keep on believing I would be moving up there in November. Even when I told you I had started packing you didn’t say anything. When I told you I had packed all my winter clothes and you would have to get me up there before it gets cold you didn’t say a word. By then you ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Investigations of a Female Nature
Has to be Miss Marple from the Agatha Christie books -
RANT
So today once again (second day in a row, second year in a row) I was sent to work the back to school isle. This time of year we get tons of back to school crap and of course it has to go some where. And for the most part that’s cool. The parents need this stuff for their kids and it’s good that we offer it at really low prices. Like a box of ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Not So Genius
Initially I was going to answer "the television" but then I remembered shows like Star Trek: The Next Generation and all the cool stuff on Animal Planet and Discovery Channel. All the hours spent with Steve Irwin chasing "the naughty little" what ever it was this week. I swear, every lizard he picked up in the chamelion show bit him. My ( Read more... )