requiem for a dream

[extant_child]

today is loner, leave-me-the-hell-alone day.

i spent hours just walking, and well, shopping. i didn't wanna be stuck at home, but i didn't want to be with anyone too. i'm weird and moody like that.

right now i'm sipping on chai latte from the coffee bean and tea leaf (winner! i swear.) and munching on beard papa's cream puffs (winner!). (side note:

Comments

[kat_817]

i was just a girl who wanted to have a club in high school, and who wanted to impress a boy.

Um, just curious--would that boy be the boy with his nipples poking through his shirt? :))

[extant_child]

wait, his nipples were poking through his shirt at one time? wheeeeen?!

[kat_817]

I think it was in NISMED in UP; I can't remember why we were there though. Anoooo baaaaa how could you have forgotten? (Or, again, are we even referring to the same boy? HAHA.)

[anokaya]

oo nga, sino itong boy na ito? lol.

(sorry, chismosa)

[extant_child]

oo last na. choz ka alvin. hahahahaha.

thanks din for everything. and sorry for stuff. alam mo na 'yun.

dapat talaga gawin mo 'yang "looooooove it" na 'yan soon, haha. feeling ko mas winner ang alvin version. =P

[extant_child]

LOL.

fine, last tournament as a competitive debater.

from now on i shall be - a competitive cheerer? cheerperson? badgerer? whatever. =P

[makisayaw]

OMG Jowee, ang cheesy pero all the stuff you wrote about debate? EXACTLY the same way i feel about dance and UP Street. Like how fine, I never quite reached compet team level despite my four years but still, I learned so much. I guess when I think of how I never really thought I'd even get into UP Street or dance in college even, sobrang okay na yun. Haha okay, wala lang ;p

[extant_child]

hehehe. 'di ba? parang, technically, nothing special*, pero it matters! cheka.

[i_am_a_shogun]

jowee!

i don't get it either. we subject ourselves to judgments by people whose judgments don't really matter in the real world. we torture ourselves with the agony of waiting for decisions, for seven cycles and more. tournament after tournament.

but we still debate. maybe we are masochists, with an intellectual twist. hahaha.

i hope you continue your plans of getting into up med. :D

[extant_child]

but we still debate. maybe we are masochists, with an intellectual twist.

true. i mean, i've always asked myself "what am i doing here?! why am i putting myself in a vulnerable, judge-able position?!" but hey, debate is debate. it's like a siren call. lol.

i hope i get in. 'yun nalang. hehe.