I talked with Lea today. It's comforting to feel comfortable with someone else who seems to relate to me in a certain questionable area. I learned that I'm not a dumbass, but am a HUMAN.

and that's what's going to help me sleep tonight.

Work was actually pretty ok today. No bad customers, besides a weird guy, and the new guy that I was working with was really cool and funny. I think that i'm acting nice to him because he reminds me of jeff. I wish that jeff and i could be friends, but sadly that's not possible. I hope that he's doing okay ( Read more... )

I watched "Garden State" today. I'm not sure if I liked it or not, or if it were simply my mood. My brother's is in full-swing with school already, and is sharing in my bad mood. I wish that I could talk to him about certain things because I feel like he's my best friend, but I feel weird talking to my little brother about "grown-up" things. My ( Read more... )

It's weird that I only feel comfortable journaling when something is going on with my life. It's not that I want attention, I just don't have anyone else to talk to ( Read more... )

People have been asking me lately if I've been loosing weight. I am pretty sure that I have not lost any, but it leads me to beleive the horrible conviction that I would have been fatter than I am now. I've always had body image problems, but everyone that asks me is making me even more paranoid. I'm not sure if that makes sense, but I want to ( Read more... )

Ok, after I finally got everything off my chest, I feel an extremely whole lot better =) sorry for the temp. drama queen mode ( Read more... )

I wish that I had friends. When shit hits the fan, I stand there and ogle at it. I stare until my eyes hurt. My theory is that if you think on it enough, everything will disappear that you hate. If I believe that it never happened for long enough, it actually never happened ( Read more... )

Remember in high school how easy it was to procrastinate and do homework until 3 in the morning, then wake up at 6 to get ready for school? How come I can not do that anymore? Geez, that really makes me feel old ( Read more... )

have you ever felt incredibly jealous of something/one, with no real reason to be jealous ( Read more... )

I registered for my spring classes and I'm not happy with it at all. Completely sucks. Fat breaks and a 13 hour tuesday ( Read more... )