so as i was scraping spaghetti off of plates in the dishroom tonight, i came to a realization:

i can do this. on my own, if i have to.

i am not--and don't need to be--defined by the people who surround me. i need to be able to survive independently. i need to become my own person and find my own identity. i need to define myself, rather than be ( Read more... )

so. this is college. i'm pretty homesick; i'm not gunna lie. like, everytime i talk to my mom i have to try really hard not to cry & sometimes it doesn't work. & everyone's pictures & letters & GAH. but it'll get better once classes start ( Read more... )

so the past few days have been pretty surreal. like, i understand that i'm going to college tomorrow, but at the same time it doesn't even register. luckily, i've been able to spend the past few days with the people i love the most...i've never felt so glad to be alive ( Read more... )

i can't believe that college is in 10 days. ridiculous ( Read more... )

so. as most of you know, i FINALLY got my rooommate for etown. :) her name's courtney kistler, and i called her today and we talked for like 30 mins...annnd she's really nice! i'm excited. she just saw rent & wicked in nyc....ahaha we're gunna get along soo well ;) there were only 3 awkward silences during our whole conversation haha ( Read more... )

sometimes i should punch myself in the face.

oh well.

it's just weird. but i guess it always has been. duh. good thing i'm not going to drexel? yes. obvs.

i can rent cricket on pay-per-view? channel 2029. that's also weird.

ahhhhh the episode of south park w/ "helen keller: the musical" is on at 1230! oh how i wish i had tivo.
i mean, i'll ( Read more... )

so i got my "arrival instructions" from etown...oh man, i'm nervous. it's gunna be awkward, just like the orientation in june was. & none of you will be there :(

there's a rootbeer float social the first night...i don't even like soda XP

sigh. idk. it'll be fun, i'm sure; it'll just take some acclimation.

i just wish we had more time.

it's been a good "vacation"...i'm bummed that the family's coming home tomorrow [although-- let's be honest-- the novelty of my house kinda wore off...haha] i still have a lot of food =P apparently it's not "junk-y" enough for some people ( Read more... )

so i'm home ( Read more... )

>i love my friends.
>i love red lobster biscuits.
>i love meshing sfield & ud <33 ( Read more... )