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everybody dies famous in a small town... -
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i got my wisdom teeth pulled monday.
with that came a bottle of vicodin
i want to take the rest of the bottle and sleep until this week is over.
no i'm not being a whiny emo suicidal kid. this week just sucks and i'm in a lot of pain. i wish i could just leave it all behind for a few days. -
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woah. i just realized that i havent posted on here in FOREVER.
life has really been all over the map since may when i last wrote.
the cliff notes version is that i spent most of my summer sitting on babies, dealing with super bitches aka the moms of kids i babysit, getting insane amounts of works and then having my hours cut.
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some things never change. my fears and insecurities aren't just going to disappear just because i have a new boyfriend. my fear of being used, my fear of being cheated on or left...they haven't gone anywhere. i thought that after bryan and i broke up i'd be fine. i thought my fears rested in him. but apparently those issues are still a part of me, ( Read more... ) -
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i move on like a sinner's prayer
letting go like a levee breaks
walk away as if i don't care
learn to shoulder my mistakes
i'm built to fade like your favorite song
getting reckless when there's no need
laugh as your stories ramble on
break my heart but it won't bleed
my only friends are pirates, it's just who i am
i'm better as a memory than as your man
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i never thought it was gonna be this hard. i really didnt. when i started dating adam he had nothing and i never thought it through. i never thought through how difficult it was going to be to date someone with no car, no money, no apartment, no nothing. its so fuckin frustrating and its really getting to me. i mean, theres not too much i can do ( Read more... ) -
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omfg im gonna fuckin kill someone. ughhhhhh