I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH DUTCHESS COMMUNITY COLLEGE!!!!!

in 24 hours i will be done with Dutchess Community College. I can't fuckin believe it. it really hasnt sunk in yet that i'm done. i know i really wont miss it, i know i need a change in my life. but change also scares the living daylights out of me. i know dutchess, i know how everything works, i know where everything is. i know i really need to ( Read more... )

UGH. i feel SO sick. idk whats wrong with me. my head hurts and i feel light headed. i have a stomach ache and my entire body is sore and achey. fuck this...i need to be studying. i have 2 finals on tuesday and im far from ready for either of them. but i barely have the energy to be sitting up in bed as i type this. i'm tired but i cant sleep. but ( Read more... )

another day...another. dollar? not so much ( Read more... )

i am so unbelievably tired. its incredible ( Read more... )

fuck this stupid weather. :(

ok, so...lemme pick up where i last left off.

saturday was busy...we had kimmie's *suprise* baby shower in the afternoon. it was cute. and it was nice to see some of my old friends from the track. especially my kerri :):):) she's like my big sister. i love her to death. kimmie's like another big sister to me too. i < ( Read more... )

ok, so about that super lame post yesterday...i was just dealing with too much at once. and one of my fav things to say with my best friend is "WHY GOD WHY". and we say it in this really weird voice. and i love it. but yeah. yesterday was super stressful. i was dealing with all my stuff for SUNY new paltz and my CCOP application and stressing over ( Read more... )

WHY GOD WHY???

omgosh im so dead tired. today was a long day. well, it felt like it ( Read more... )

oh today is over. WOOT ( Read more... )