SO basically, you can't fulfull me in any meaningful way. And this whole situation is becoming more unattractive to me ( Read more... )

oh boy, it has been a long time, and i am sitting at work and elton john is playing over the stereo ( Read more... )

i could make predictions
but i dont know that they would be worth anything

i could brag about my excellent intuition, but it wouldnt change it

feeling like a pawn... and im pretty sure i know what's next

so unnecessarily frustrated right now ( Read more... )

maybe this is important ( Read more... )

it's not school anymore. i've discovered a completely new stress from life
i used to find pleasure in the irony of my life, but lately it has only encouraged ulcers.
ugh

besides the fact that i am in a completely ridiculous living situation and i absolutely hate my third roommate, i am dealing with this constant pain/pressure in my body that will not ( Read more... )

 this past weekend was crazy fun, like omg ( Read more... )

rawr.
she is annoying the shiiiiiiiiiiit out of me right now!!!!!!!!!!!
:(

well 
not sure where this entry is going...

it was thursday or friday last week, when a man came into my work and offered me a psychic reading. fuck i cannot spell that. he told me something about two boys one i like and one not so much. he muttered something about jealousy and said he could tell me more if i pay for the next 5 minutes or something. ( Read more... )

yesterday was an incredibly long day 
and this entry was going to have a point

i live in the past, until i have an adequate present. and while this present exists, i dread the future when i will no longer have the present and all good will be past.  and the cycle continues.
right now i am stuck in the past, never appreciating the present. 
i am trying ( Read more... )