I dont have my best friend to talk to anymore about the guy i like, everything is so different now...now i only have my journal to write in and i cant talk to anyone about the stupid things im going through ( Read more... )

my dad is having problems with the building, they r being idiots again, there is a new management n they are making everyon sign in...stupid ( Read more... )

I cant sleep...i pray and then i start thinking of things, i wanna get up early ugh..wow, its the 5th already, new years eve is gone, my fav holiday...a new year,i wonder what this one will be like ( Read more... )

i watched 21 grams tonight....it was a great movie...i really liked it

Kerel came over lastnight and we watched some tv n chilled, i was tired but it was fun to see him , we wwent out to get food also n took pix hehhe

im still waitin for my grades from BIll back! ugHH!
i want an A!

i miss christian....waaa

My mom has stopped the drinking for now....shes back with the smoking, i like that better ( Read more... )

i hate my mother shes a drunk and chooses it over me, always has and always will....when will it stop? I need it to stop. I threw her drink on her and hit her n smacked her in the face, she makes me violent...i cant believe this is happening again

My mom cooked, she made roast beef. i feel horrible i love red meat but i dunno, i feel like its too tough and i have this thing abiut red meat all of a sudden...what is wrong wiht me ( Read more... )

Meg and I on New Years last year, wonder what this New Years will be like......
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I decided im gonna finish my Stanislavski paper tomorrow, i have a page n 3/4 to go ( Read more... )

I got my scene over with, everyone said they saw the difference n some people whistled at the end, OMG i love my class....im gonna miss everyone! eVERYONE DID SOOO GOOD! i just wanna know what my teacher thought, i gotta go to his office n talk to him he said if i wanted to know *wink wink* hahahaha, i love Bill, im in his Acting 3 class next ( Read more... )