makes me want to die.
old people have a weird sence of humor.
ahhhh
weirdweirdweird

i lost my money back at work. im sick of being such a motherfucking loser.

i spent the day time with ryan. she bought a dress for two bucks so she can get hitched. ryann's cute when she doesnt know what to do.

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alone
and
ready to go

waiting to hatch
or misconstrue
take your firm hands,

tighten this,

loose screw,

find your match.

shapes and color
red hot
like your lover

im cool blue
tranquil,
green

let me kiss you
so you can see
something beautiful

yellow and blue

hahaha.
gaaay

our generation is going to be really funny elderly folk.

i guess i need somewhere to just jot things down. or something.

i said i wanted to cry blood.
hahahaha\

should just do it

i just stopped posting shit.

so it hink it started

not caring

about nythinga

its not about this
.

as of lately./
ive been all over the place
im all nauseas and shit

fkn last night was kdjfak fun

ive been all over the place
ive walked the short distance
of back to front in
my head
ive missed a step though

sometimes i want to cry blood

someones waving at you through a two side mirror.
do you wave back?
i hate life
but love to live
or is it
love to hate
you suck., its ok
no life to live.

i really should fuckin just type out a dear journal
and not some fuckin poem that even i dont understand