i wish my upstairs was an office full of animated characters animating or creating something MAJICAL. words like these are why i speak that middle earth ingles, also a proof that technology is desensitizes things.

it was clever.../.

i think.

you have to loose control before you can have it.

reocurring..//
continuous ...
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I keep having this dream, its not exactly clear and sure. I'm always trying to get outside a building, and i always fear for my life.

your fucking crazy. reading your shit makes me sad, but inspires me.

you totally have not stopped smoking.
but i read this line fine

why would i write?
if noone reads this will it still be here?
thats stupid. its trees
who knows what will happen next
can you tell me?
i'm moving too fast so i can't see
if you love me you'll tell me
or help me
my visions fine
i'm telling you
here look, feel my face
doesn't it feel fine?

at least i found what i had lost in me

at least i have a little bit to keep in me
for next time, ill remember
remember the reminder

smoke out

no,
s.o.s

so i can't help but notice, myself. i am neither here nor there. but i'm everywhere.

i can't remember what i last saw, but ill get there.
everything moves too fast. but thats the way i like it

i like to lounge

i need to stop smoking.

this is not even what i was going to write about.

i hate to think of this as if it were all a dream
caught in the middle
inbetween
something ugly

i hate how feeling
like
complete nothing;
you feel everything

and now im trying to concentrate
and i cant even read a straight line

please be kind
rewind this.

i really am not sure when spring is really suppose to start. i think it really is at seven. well, i think i caught that. yesterday i was rollin a doob and the tv was on the news. i dont ever watch the news. im too sad to get sadder. more sad. more everything. im in class right now and im probably the most hung over i have ever been. its like im ( Read more... )