well, talk about a random incident ( Read more... )

  well, well, well. this weekend i got high 5 times. i was so fucked up for like 2 days in a row. it was pretty awesome. it was mylast weekend smoking, so i had to take full advantage of it, right?

mmm. i kissed a guy with a tongue ring, and it was the best fucking make-out session i'd ever experianced. talk about fucking SEXY. rawrrr ( Read more... )

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  i called trevor today. i tried to make conversation, you know, like a civil person? like the friends he promised we would remain? he gave me one worded answers. i hate myself for him being stupid & i can't even begin to comprehend why.

i've got every reason to find someone new, 'cuz you swore up & down to me that i'd seen the last of you. but ( Read more... )

  i feel like writing but i feel stupid & illiterate at the moment. do you ever get that feeling? when you are trapped within the walls of silence but it feels so surreal? the slightest noise could spoil such a beautiful place, even though in this place you feel numb.. it's so easy to pretend. i wish life was make-believe... maybe then, death would ( Read more... )

  this weekend was good!! friday nicole, melissa, nick, alex, jaimi, scotty, and i all hung out. we partied... smoked 4 joints and drank some alcohol. we were all pretty fucked up. alex kept hugging me and stuff. it was awesome x: he's soo sweet, and amazingly gorgeous. he has awesome eyes. mmmmm -melts ( Read more... )

  wow. i have been so busy i don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

  so! life has been busy. i haven't even been on the internet in about a week, so let's recap shall we ( Read more... )

  so, i guess me and kevin are "together" now. he didn't really ask me, he more like demanded it. but, it was really cute. guys act so cute when they like a girl. ahaw.

note to you: i'm still very angry with you. please stop calling. please stop trying to talk to me, and please don't write me anymore letters. it's easier for us to be angry, isn' ( Read more... )

  school is great. i've made new friends, and found out that kevin (a boy i like), likes me back. what else good is going to happen to me? i kind of like this happy thing. great fun ( Read more... )