sometimes i just wish like i wasnt here! sometimes i just wish a had the guy i actually like. sometimes i wish all this and i know it will never come true ( Read more... )

well humm lets see. me and kevo are talking again.BUT JUST AS FRIENDS. nuthin more nuthin less. <-----ya see that kevo. haha... but yeah kevin you did make people happy. you def made me happy and i still am happy. just cuz you dont like me like i want you to mean shit. you made sam happy cuz by talking to her again and trish yes you did end up ( Read more... )

kevin you make me happy just when you are near. you make me sad when you are not here. you are everything to me. but i know that i cant have you cuz you still have your mind on sam and probably will until she tells you that she doesnt want to be with you anymore. and maybe that is what needs to be done. i dunno. but yeah you made me happy. soo dont ( Read more... )

well today i got letters from my sister in rehab and my sister in NC. and i got on from my brother in NC they live with my dad soo i dont see them at all. and like i wanna write to them and tell them all this stuff but i just cant. i know that my dad would read the letters and than what ever i say would come up in my face in the long run. soo i ( Read more... )

well hum... NO SCHOOL TODAY cuz of the freaking ice storm things but all it is going is raining outside. i thought that was crap. no school b/c it is raining outside. what kinda shit is that but yeah.. anyways...no much happened yesterday. i flipped out on someone and that is abou it. but it is all good. well im probably update later but as of ( Read more... )

well lets see. people are having problems with what i am writing in here. but what i have to say to that is if you dont like it then dont read it. that is how it is. but yea ( Read more... )

well lets see today we had a 2 hour delay cuz of the freaking snow. grrr i hate snow!today went by soo slow. but umm kevin broke up with trish cuz supposedly he still wants to go out with sam but sam has a boyfriend. grr i dunno. i feel soo bad for her cuz she really liked him just LIKE I DID? and she got her heart broken JUST LIKE I DID so i can ( Read more... )

ahhh yess conversation time. it is GREAT!IF YOU DONT FEEL LIKE READING IT THAQN DONT SEE IF I CARE. this whole thing did no good. soo yeah reading time. HAVE FUN ( Read more... )

anyways.. im sitting here in exeter being bored cuz megoeggo is at work at wally world. god who doesnt work there.. haha yeah well turkey day was yesterday and it sucked cuz my cramps got the best of me again. damn them. i hate being a female. it suckz ass. guyz got it soo easy and it suckz. grrr.. but yeah vavaction has been boring soo far. what ( Read more... )

well yeah. today was not good. actually is was quite horrible.i didnt talk to kevin all day cuz somthing happened last night soo yeah. im a loser i know. but well. he is going out with trish tonight and im jealous. of course and supposly i mad him feel lied to by me say i cant actually go out on a date until i turn 16. so that him feel lied to. i ( Read more... )