why cant anything goo right? like seriously nuthin ever goes the way i want them to. oh boy ( Read more... )

soo yeah this weekend soo far was pretty fun for the most part. friday i went to jennas for you party with shaner.and then after that a bunch of us went to the bauers house for their party. that was fun. kevin was there and we went for a walk around the block and talked. then me shaner and sam were gonna stay there but his mom was like i dont want ( Read more... )

my nephew is here. yay. he is sick though. he has a cold. he lives right down the street and i never see him. god what is wrong with this picture.

umm lets see i talked to erik last night for the first time in like weeks so that is good.. he is really confused right now... but yeah i told him not to compare me to brittany and he is like i know. i can never compare to what i had with you to what i have with anyone else. no matter what people say and no matter what i try to convince myself. i ( Read more... )

he keeps reaing these but has nuthin to say about them and continues to have nuthin to say. why is this. no one knows. and no one understands why age matters. i still dont get this. it didnt matter for his ex-girlfriend. but it matters for me. why is this. maybe he thinks differently now that they broke up. who knows? the only person that knows is ( Read more... )

today was a boring day i was soo freakin tired cuz i didnt sleep cuz of this whole thing but yeahi cant keeping worrying over nuthin. it doesnt matter what i want it only matters what he wants. i cant do anything about it ( Read more... )

ya know if people would just tell me things i wouldnt do what hurts them. common sense. come on. now i like this kid BUT his Ex-girlfriend is my friend and like this girl still likes him and yeah i should of expected that but come on now...if she would of told me that she still had feelings for him i deff. would of back up. i love her to death and ( Read more... )

omg i have not written in this thing almost 5 months cuz the last enrty i wrote was about me and brad and that will be 5months on the 17th.which suckz by the way.ya know i was reading everyones journal and i was thinking to my self"why dont my friends ever call me and ask me to go somewhere" now maybe i should not be righting this but i was kinda ( Read more... )

hey everyone, guess what there is no more me and brad. he said that is was not working out and that is not what he wanted,but the worst part was he did not even say it to my face. he had to do it over the phone. that is the worst thing that he could ever do over the phone that is so retared.i really loved him.but what ever. i guess that is all