is it just me, or has anyone noticed that relationships are great, AT FIRST. but eventually you slip into a term of "comfortable co-existance" i mean, not that that's a bad thing, but the fire is gone, and always goes out eventually. I think i'm in love with the thought of being loved and/or IN love, it feels great, but it always dies sooner or ( Read more... )

I've been gone a long time, not a whole lot to say. Things come and things go, but in the eternal stream of time, nothing makes that much of a difference, nothing can change the flow of that stream. Life is, well...easily put: Wierd. i really dont know what to say about alot of things anymore. It seems that what i see is there, but then again ( Read more... )

I've been listening to the new papa roach stuff, and i must say...it's almost inspiring, but then again i've always liked papa roach. the songs remind me alot of my life "fighting all the time, this is how we find, she loves me not, life's not fair" and the whole cut my life into pieces stuff that's alot like me. seems like rap, but i dont care ( Read more... )

I can never fix that i've done, never change all i am
this time i did it, i went too far
and i guess i was right, my lover of the crossed star
the taste of your lips, as they touch mine
will be nothing more then a dream now
i cant end it all, but watch it all pass
the thing that i do, it is my last

well i got a message from nicki today, or rather her Boyfriend. it said ( Read more... )

someone took me off their friends list...BOO FUCKING HOO. the maturity level of most people now a days is starting to Irk me. grow the fuck up, take it like a man and quit fucking crying about your shit, i'm sure you know who you are Mr. person. so suck my left nut and piss off. and YES it's a guy, no bobbi it's not you, i meant what i put on ( Read more... )

I dont know...women confuse me so much. the things i want the most, i screw up. and the things i dont screw up, arent what i wanted in the first place. topsy turvy wierd ass shit...i guess. Well, Nicki called me. for all of you at the truck stop tonight, i'm sure you all already know that... I think we can have a friendship, but i almost 100 ( Read more... )

Dont get me wrong, i'm the biggest fucking coward in the world and i'll admit it. hiding my pain and sadness behind a wall of razor blades and scars, tattoos and piercings. but those who cant deal with the real world, those are the people who piss me off. i see the world, unfortunately, for what it really is....i just block out what i feel ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a long time since i last updated ( Read more... )

"Twiggy was not part of the new manson" my fucking ass, more like he had an opinion like mine and thought manson was losing steam and becoming what they all swore against from the begining, Mainstream. that's why they keep losing band members all the time. Twiggy was the best they ever had, and manson will see that without him, he's shit and wont ( Read more... )