It will be 2 weeks tomarrow since kaycee left me and took our son, their names echo in my mind every night, and i wake up every morning looking for her in bed, to find i'm alone.... I can hear my son's cries in my sleep, and i wake up to fix a bottle, only to realize he's not there. I wish i could go back in time and change what happened, work 1 ( Read more... )

Well, i guess another chapter in the story of tony is closed again, a rather short one at that. I met amanda in person and spent time alone with her only twice, and though she made me happy, it simply wasnt to be. i dont know which i should be more mad about, her for letting me get the wrong idea or Me for getting that idea. I finally figured ( Read more... )

I've moved to Deadjournal. for all of you who want to find me, go to :

www.deadjournal.com/users/nytemaretwiggy

thanks, and goodbye "LIVE" journal :P

jesus fucking christ, i'm so fucking confused. people and things in my life need to stop confusing me. Dont know what to think about certain people or events that are unfolding in my life, or even if they ARE unfolding, maybe i'm just imagining things to make me happy, i dont fucking know, i dont know if i want to know. Breathe, yes need to ( Read more... )

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Take another breath and see what life holds. that is all i do, every day, every minute. now dont get me wrong, this isnt one of those "I hate my life, pity me" things, just letting out a bit of steam. Today, i finally accepted the fact that i need to move on and let go of dawn. i love her, and in that fact, i let her go. she doesnt need me ( Read more... )

Hmmm, well let's see...come home to stupid people talking shit about me when i'm gone and then changing their shit when i get back. Blah, whatever, got better things to do with my time then care about them. On the plus side of things, i'll be in another apartment soon enough, and i've met friends that make me happy and all that. so i guess i ( Read more... )

Well, i leave for West Virginia in about 3 hours, gotta be at the bus station at 7:30...i'm scared to death of leaving this place, but i have to... it turns out she lied and the chick in the pictures she sent me wasnt her. I mean i dont care, the lying is all that kinda bugged me anyway. but she's still a redhead, so that much is still good :) ( Read more... )

Well...i guess it's time to say it. I didnt really want to leave, i just wanted to go and not tell anyone where i went, to disapear and no one know where i went. But i found out i cant....I'll miss all of my friends so much, i can feel it already. Matt, Claire, Josh, Jason, Dawn, Leura, hell...even errl, even if he hates me, he's talked to me ( Read more... )

Well not much of anything has really happened. well lots have happened, but nothing out of the ordinary anyways... same ol same ol, stupid worthless bullshit. Probably moving, yay, dont know where, but far far away i suppose, no more twiggy, least not in michigan. bitch, piss, moan, cry and all that good shit...guess that's all the mindless ( Read more... )