So Sean yells at me and I just sit there, but evidently I'm the one with the attitude problem. What the fuck is wrong with you people?! He's the one addicted to marijuana and alcohol and is a fucking lazy ass bum that can't hold a job. Yet, I'm the one actually still in school, probably have about the same education as him (even though I'm 5 years ( Read more... )

Valentines Day was good. Except I had to work all day, but Ben made up for it. :) He gave me a super soft cuddly blanket that he knew I wanted for SO long. It was perfect.

I love Ben!

So yeah, things are going so awesome with Ben. I'm glad we both decided not to just ditch our feelings just because Sean was upset about us being together. It's also a good thing that we took 4 months to get to know each other and really make sure we wanted to be in a relationship that would work. He had his only 2 girlfriends cheat on him and I' ( Read more... )

Well, me and my parents went down to Portland for Thanksgiving and my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary. We stayed at McMenamins. That place is a trip. I guess it was an old poor farm and a nursing home that was all redone inside. But all the water pipes are on the outside of the walls and at all of the 45º elbows on the pipes there were faces ( Read more... )

Wow. I have the best boyfriend ever. While my parents were away in Costa Rica, some events happened that didn't make Ben very happy. He decided that he wanted to be my boyfriend. So there ya go. Finally the past 4 months haven't been a waste of time after all ( Read more... )

A - Act your age - I'm only 17 ( Read more... )

I'm happy. Strange though. Things that I thought would be horrible have turned out to be better than they were before. It's different now, but so much better. I don't understand why it wasn't this great before though. It doesn't exactly make sense. Oh well. I just have to keep my distance, keep my wall up and protect my heart. No fucking way I'll ( Read more... )

he's awesome...

So I was on my way to pick up Ben and I turn off of Rosedale and I see someone laying on the side of the road like they were passed out or hit by a car or something. But I was a girl alone in a car so I decided to comtinue to get Ben and tell him about it and then go help the person ( Read more... )

Ben got out of jail yesterday! Yay! But for some reason when he called me, my phone didn't ring and I didn't get his messages until like 11pm last night. So that kinda sucked cuz I didn't get to talk to him. But he was only in for 24 hours because of his DUI he got last year ( Read more... )