want to sleep. Liz, by the way... whats your email address again -since i switched back to eyebyt... i lost all your stit n' shit :P work sux, just have to state that! but at least im getting paid. i got into a fight with my gf tonight. interestingly enough. over me and smoking herb. she freaks when i even mention that i have interest in ( Read more... )

i wrote an entry, but the damn pc deleted it. F*** that. pisses me off. anyway. im engaged to amber. i am so in love with her. i think i was fooling myself into thinking that i wasnt in love with her anymore -just because i didnt want to believe the truth. i did like J... so that wasnt a lie, of course... but i think that i wanted to get ( Read more... )

i saw amby today. it was strange how i could still love someone, but have no feelings to her -i mean, not like before. like i said, i love her -to death, she's my amber, but its dofferent now. i have to say that im rather glad, and yet...its still weird. as for now ( Read more... )

so my ex is back. should i be happy or...? i dont know. i dont know how to feel. she's my best friend, but so many thoughts are running through my head that at times i cant even think about whats clear anymore. should i tell her about J.? and if i do tell her, which i prolly will, how will she act? so many Q's, so little time! i asked liz ( Read more... )

i thought i had an account here, guess i didnt -unless it was under a diff name (im stupid like that). so, whats been going on with me . . . well, i broke up with my girl friend about two months ago -on our aniversary (that was fun!) but we still sorta dated after that. yep yep, "relationship w/o the relationship," you know how that always goes ( Read more... )