awrtnawoin <3

world could crash down

I don't think I've ever been so connected with someone where we seem to be able to read each other's minds. it's almost scary, having that connection. but I won't let the fear of being close drive me away.

still no job ( Read more... )

I had a dream about work for the first time since I got fired that wasn't the night before a meeting about it. it woke me up in a piss poor mood, but luckily I had slept at a friend's with friends so that didn't last long ( Read more... )

I need a change cause it's all gone wrong for me (change ( Read more... )

the one thing you want the most is never there when you need it the most

and at the easiest time to show me respect, care, and everything else I have lost for them

heh

if you can't see yourself at all anymore in the future is that a sign

apologies don't mean I'll forget

haha reminded so often why I am so disenchanted with most people. I don't even become sad or angry anymore.

work is confusing. its bad reputation is... definitely true. unfortunately. that alone sounds horrible. but then there's people I work with that are amazing individuals. smart, dedicated, helpful.. individuals that I have developed a strong affinity towards and admire greatly. I want to "grow up" and make them proud that they trained me. yet, the ( Read more... )