so, I'm being harassed at work by our HR department... sucks pretty bad, but I have an interview on Wed for elsewhere. if I get it, I may press legal shit. dunno yet ( Read more... )

and that's it. almost a year to the day, I found out Aug 9 that a huge chapter to my life is being closed. the only thing: this is a welcome close. a chapter of fear, anxiety, and depression chipping away at my quality of life. my wrongful termination was overturned; my arbitrator saying that everything I did was pretty much how I should've reacted ( Read more... )

sometimes I wonder if I can really not let stuff bother me, even if I say it won't ( Read more... )

"To be fair, the note made me feel something I've never really felt before. No one has ever told me anything like this. And I don't think I've ever meant this much to someone. I actually feel special or one of a kind to you."

you always will be.

"I'll always be with you"

mom got 2 new cats. they're okay. they're not kittens, so they still aren't adjusted to Nemo. this means they stay in my room mostly. meh, I guess ( Read more... )

this week was a continuation of the sad story of last year. it started it off with my mom going to Phoenix: the last weekend of "freedom" for my grandmother, so to speak. her dementia has progressed to the point where she is no longer safe living with my grandfather; even more, he cannot handle taking care of her at the level she requires. I was ( Read more... )

2011 was mostly heinous. as 2012 came in, the despair that followed me to this new year caused me to hide in your arms, afraid to face what is to come. surely, 2012 can only get better, right? 2011 brought the plot, 2012 brings the conclusion. the only way 2012 could get worse than 2011 is if you leave me, I'm positive. but you vehemently reaffirm ( Read more... )

"I fucking love you." a combination of words that had a profound effect on me. an unusual combination, one may think. a combination that showed exasperation in a situation, one in which feelings were overwhelming but you were too afraid to say them sooner. a combination which expressed the inexpressible depth. you said that a month ago, the first ( Read more... )

I still need a break in my professional life ( Read more... )