my offical RN license was posted a few days ago. Mar 2, 2011. important date I guess ( Read more... )

a yr ago, I'd have died from laughter, but I never saw it coming. I keep reassuring myself it will be temporary, things can't work out like that. but somehow, I keep getting pulled back in. maybe I'm the mouse, again ( Read more... )

2004 was the last time I was actually single for valentine's. odd but true. and did I ever really give a shit any v-day that I was not single? negative, did not care. still do not care! why's it gotta be one planned day of the year for a nice dinner etc. how about just a nice dinner as a surprise just cause! and then you won't get hit with ( Read more... )

manipulate is such a bad word, but I manipulated the game enough to dig a bit deeper.. and ever so closer to that revelation

and as I thought I was a cat in the cat-mouse game, it got turned around a bit at points. but I'm okay with it.

what does it all mean, one has to wonder.. no clear boundaries, if there are any, delineated. no expectations set. they're just put out there. is it the side effect of the ability to depersonalize a bit? curiosity forces me to want to know, but at the same time, I don't. what if they are actually completely different that what I expect? do we play ( Read more... )

stupid games.

I sometimes can't tell what's real or not anymore. ): sometimes I hope it's a game, and it's real. and sometimes I hope it's real, and it's a game.

......what is that like now.. 6? 7?

oh sigh

and of em all, maybe only like 2 really matter in that fashion

a good majority of my classmates started work this past Monday. their one month break went really quick. I'm somewhat jealous. kinda need that paycheck, plus... I really just wanna start. ): oh well, guess that's not what's supposed to happen. 2 more months.... then I start ( Read more... )

either the cat or the mouse got trapped, maybe both. idk

cat or mouse?