this is the last journal entry in here...i just dont feel like writing in it...so goodbye. Just go to my Myspace.

Well to make it short and sweet. Im fucking done. My new lease on life has begun and it goes as follows. Anyone who fucks me over, is completely cut off, you fuck up youre done. If you dont fuck up and you remain a good friend and a real friend, stick around, we'll have some good times ( Read more... )

i remember your eyes ( Read more... )

well im officially done with love nothing i do is good enough and i fucking quit. A bullet to the chest would feel better right about now ( Read more... )

just sitting here at 8:05 in the AM getting ready to go to brookdale community college to finish taking my GED test. Today is the last day and im hoping to finish early so i can leave early cuz its boring there ( Read more... )

Now i can see ( Read more... )

life is so shitty right now....i mean im not gonna have a place to live in like three days and i just have no idea what im gonna do. Shit is just getting to be too much to handle right now and as much as i can try and fight the fear i just cant anymore, im fucking fearful my whole life will be like this. I mean i dont have anything going right ( Read more... )

just so everyone knows....cuz people thought i disappeared or was dead, im not. Im very much alive and pretty well. Thats all. Bye now

yeah well last few weeks have been alright since i updated last, some rough shit, some good shit...i take it day by day so ill be alright. Got work tomorrow it sux...but on the upside im going to 3 amazing shows in the next 2 months...Marilyn manson, Glassjaw/Thursday, and Etown/Diecast/twelve tribes....theyre gonna be so damn fucking amazing. Umm ( Read more... )

umm well today woke up, showered then went to the mall for work. Worked from 3-6, dumb amount of time but still, its hours and getting payed so oh well. After work went and got my hair cut, its looks alright w/e...hung out at danielles for a lil then went to practice with j-dog, then hung out with shane, jarrad,justin,phil and doug till like 230 ( Read more... )