well umm went and worked a lil off the books on saturday at spencers it was fun and learned some shit. Then went back to justins house and spent the night. Umm...hmm
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Edward.. just to let you know that as i read your journal My only thoughts were that I have an onconditional love for you as i have for my other children. I only hope that what ever is bothering tuthfully inside, you fix it.All your friends have read your journal and it saddens me alot. But knowing you as i do i am not surprised.I hope only the best for you as i always have.Love you much 2 years ago when you came to me and refused to go to your dads, you had me take you to toms river . You told the judge abpout all the lies you told yrs ago. and that your dad abused you. Court records.I had waited 3 yrs to have you come back home. Even going thru my cancer YOU WRE THE ONE I WANTED WITH ME.It scared the hell out of me.As you know what i am going thru now I found strength thru my children.I love you Edward..No matter how you trash me I will always love you. No matter how wrong you have been i will love you. I know one day it will all be different...Until then..I know you try to make me look bad to your fiends and its ok.Those you know
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Re: my soneyeforaneye_August 16 2004, 00:35:47 UTC
listen to me now, this is my time to shine, this is my time to take back what is mine. My sanity. You have kept me by your side, not for the fact that youre going through alot, but for that fact that im a giant dollar sign to you. And you know that for a fact. Remember when u wanted me to wait to get my GED so you could keep getting childsupport. Yeah exactly dont deny it. And another thing, stop trying to get my father into this, he iznt Mr. Fix It, and you cant run to him with all your problems cuz this is your mess, you fix it. Play with the cards you were dealt or fold, those are your options
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as i said edward i love you unconditionally.As far as a paycheck thats funny. You always got half of it, But i am sure you didnt tell your friends that part. Thats ok tho. We know the truth.As far as your family, we have always been there. you just didnt want to be there. We have family functions, you chose not to attend.No one in this family turned away.. lets see how many times did a brother in law call you and PAY you to help him. Your own brother had to pay you to help him with the yard.When your sister told me you told her you found the rent money and took 200,00 of it .Did i say anything to you NO,, I did put a lock on my door tho.I didnt contact your father, a family member did..A edward you said the same thing about your dad and step mother also. When you were called a fing dirt bag and came out of the house in tears, that was hard for me to sit there,And yet you state they support you. However your dad has a different story according to family members. If i was so bad why did you and ron ask for me to adopt him.(your own
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Re: my soneyeforaneye_August 17 2004, 12:04:07 UTC
like i said...all you say is lies, all you type is lies...all youre made up of is lies. Just shut the hell up and move on away from me. I need this time to get my life back, a life you ruined for me. Face the facts, youre not a mother. I never got half of that money and everyone on gods green earth knows that, and also, rob did not pay me to help him, i offered my help so u can take that bullshit and save it for some1 who gives a shit about your lies. And also, stay out of my life, no1 in this family has done anything for me except for kristilyn and i thanked her for that. She was more of a mother than you were, atleast shes actually trying to make it and get by on her own, you cant even get your own surgerys done without help from some1 else, who you use all the time and then discard because hes just your checkbook. If you actually trusted him like i do, you would see he iznt a liar, or incognito or whatever u say about him, he has feelings just like everyone else. You dont need to put people down to make yourself look better. Youre
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OK first of all...your sister [Gretta] found your live journal and told your mom.. I asked your mom how she found it after I read her comment and that is what she told me. You are completely wrong by chosing not to trust anyone who talks to your mom and it really hurts that you could actually think that lisa or I would get involved in your and your mom's buisness..... I would NOT do that! I don't talk to your mom about you when I see her I say hi and I'm friendly because she is YOUR mom and I get along with her...but im not picking your mom over you or anything even close to that... you really hurt me eddie and I hope you know that I've known you for 2 years and i thought we had more trust then this....
that's really sad. i'm sorry eddie but i thought you were better than that, why would you ruin two of your friendships over you and your moms problems that have nothing to do with us. we both were nothing but here for you if you ever needed us to talk to or anything. just cause were friendly to your mom and talk to her does not mean anything against you or were talking bad about you or whatever else you think we might be doing behind your back, cause thats not whats going on AT ALL. but if thats what you want is not to talk then i'm glad i just meant that much to you as a friend to just be dropped for something that has nothing to do with me..
i will miss you tho and everything, i care about you alot in the short time weve been talking we did get close and, i thought i can trust you to always be there and everything. just like i would be there for you..guess not.
well that's how i feel, reply as you please but if you still don't want to talk after this...
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i miss you eddie ...
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i will miss you tho and everything, i care about you alot in the short time weve been talking we did get close and, i thought i can trust you to always be there and everything. just like i would be there for you..guess not.
well that's how i feel, reply as you please but if you still don't want to talk after this...
have a good life.
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This is way out of hand man, good luck with this bro.
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