somehow, i am strangely unamused.

go figure.

the days will lead up to something else, eventually.

well.

its ok... words are just words and emotions change all the time and all these damn "PROBLEMS" will just end up being stress that i was already too overwhelmed with to deal with so..... cycles repeat.

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nooooooooooooooooooooo.

done.

"maybe we could even get together, maybe you could break my heart next summer.."

considering the length of time that has passed since any new words have flashed across this screen ( Read more... )

.. not exactly sure which one, but definately a cut off of songs for the deaf ( Read more... )

ed:

ok so i had second thoughts because i cant figure out a way to say anything without it sounding ridiculous or mean or ARGH SOMETHIGNDKJGHK!

so i guess im not comfortable enough to talk about it yet. ?

want to see my babies? sure you do.
doobie girl
solo (aka moose)

thats all for now. more later yes.

how unfamiliar
familiar roads seemed this new night.

not too long ago..
those roads led me to
broken tvs, mended hearts, cemented friendships, new habits formed..

tonight, i remembered it all,
felt it all, not without touch of melancholy in the air..

but
the new faces laughed and smiled,
and i felt at peace.

if there was anyway to just post a huge scream i would.

thats what i feel like doing.

for the smokers in the house, i hope you had a nice 4-20. i would have liked to, but yesterday ended up being slightly traumatic and im so glad its over. in fact, the last thing i said before falling asleep was "i wish i could start this day all over again." (if i only had a dollar for every time ive felt that way ( Read more... )

oh gosh, i am not dead.. or long lost.. or any of those things. i just dont have my computer with me (yet) so i dont really have a chance to update ever ( Read more... )