Hate.

[eyeheartnewlife]

I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I am not who I want to be. I hate myself. I need to be a better person. I hate myself. I hate who I have become. I need to be a better person. I need to be the person I once was. I swore I would never be this person. I need not be this person. I don't want to be this person. I hate myself

Comments

[glowing_dragon]

You're obviously not okay, so I won't insult our intelligence by asking whether you are. I'm not even sure what to say, but you can talk to me if you need someone. However, I am not a professional! You've got me and my crazy senses, hahaha!

[eyeheartnewlife]

I'm melting away into the nothingness that is me... I wish not to exist, I wish not to be, I dare not say who it is I am. This person I've become is everything I've sworn I'd never be...

[glowing_dragon]

At least you know for yourself what you've become, even though a part of you wishes it wasn't that way.