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[eyeonthehorizon]

So for Reasons, I was compelled to look over my LJ entries starting circa May 2005, only a few months after I began my journal, up through mid-fall 2005

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[chelone]

i think you're very interesting. that's why i'm happy to be seeing you tonight!

and i always read your stuff, i just can't comment all the time :P

[biscuitface]

In response to: I guess...overall my life has stablized? It sure doesn't feel like it.

The best explanation I can think of goes something like this:

Don't start with that magic blanket bullshit, okay? - It's not magic.
It's just the way things are. You and me and the air are actually tiny particles... that are swirling around together.

- Look right here. You see? - Okay. But look at the cracks...

between these particles and the cracks we fall through, the holes of nothingness.

- Exactly. Because that's what I just experienced upstairs. - Look closer.

There are tiny particles connecting the larger cubes.
Yeah, and then tinier cracks between the connections.
And even tinier connections.
And even tinier cracks.I think that every new decision...every step closer to our goals that we get... we find ourselves faced with a new list of more specialized problems. In your early entries you don't have a major... you're not more than halfway through school.. etc etc. But, even though you've found the answers to some of those questions

[biscuitface]

know = now... my brain is smushed.

[eyeonthehorizon]

ahh smushes...not as good as smooches.

Thanks for the I &heart; Huckabees moment!