i'm seriously over my senior year and i haven't even started it yet. but i'm not gonna let stupid shit bother me like it used to because it's not worth it. i've come to realize who my true friends are lately. i only have a few, but i don't need any more than that. i'm doing what makes me happy from now on. and holding on to people who apparently ( Read more... )

i was doing so well. i was dealing with this whole situation just fine. we needed time apart. i didn't want the time apart to be forced by me making a stupid mistake, but me being upset over it was doing nothing because i can't take it back and i can't change what happened. but what i can do is understand that it was a mistake,  nothing more. if i ( Read more... )

i want my best friend back. i know i was  never her's...i was never really anyone's...but i came to accept that. i guess it's just harder for me to accept on a whole group level. i hate the fact that i hang out with the same people everyday, to the point where i alienate my other friends and this group becomes all that i have, and how it probably ( Read more... )

why does this have to be so hard? and why did something else shitty happen because of something completely different? UGHHHHHHH.

i'm sick of this motherfucking change. and awkwardness.

i swear i can't let this turn into a repeat of last summer. school isn't even over with for another two weeks and i'm already dreading what this summer is gonna be like. about a week ago, i had a happy outlook on how it was going to be. but recently i'm sensing that that was just a fluke, and that i'm gonna feel exactly the same way i did last year ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do about this shit anymore. it seems like everyday my weird mind comes up with something new to be upset over. most of it is just me being paranoid and worried about stuff that doesn't really matter, but it still gets to me and puts me in a bad mood. i feel guilty using my friends as outlets for all of this stupid shit that ( Read more... )

i really need to get my ass going on midterm shit. usually i bullshit my way through them but i highly doubt that i'm gonna be able to pull off A's this year without studying. the history midterm is gonna kill me ( Read more... )

i really want to try and change myself. i'm sick of being such a not nice person. they way i act and the things i say always somehow end up offending people whether i mean for them to or not. i seriously don't always mean to be such an asshole. i act like i'm better than everyone else but i'm really not, because in all honesty i don't even have a ( Read more... )

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth, 
midsweet talk newspaper word cutouts.
Speak no feeling no, I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. 
You don't care a bit.

I listened to Imogen Heap today and it made me want to cry. It actually made me think, which I never do. My life right now is consumed by such random pointless crap that I don't have ( Read more... )

AP history- Eovaldi
Motivational Psych- Carr
German 1- Srbinovski
World Lit 1- Bellomo
Integrated 3- Vredeveld
AP bio- Fluegge

i have 5th and 6th with gabby and 1st with karri. other than that i have nobody. let me know.