not feeling well ( Read more... )

fun with ropes!

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I find that I strive with all that is in me to wretch myself away from the loneliness that has become so innate over the past few months. Perhaps I ought to create yet another journal, one that people might read and know who it is...

words are that by which everyone is remembered. these parcels are the last shreds of documentation that will remain of our existance long after we are gone. today, we are left with our forefathers' words, and centuries from now, so too will they be left with ours ( Read more... )

freedom is falling
without reservation
blind and faithful
only thus
can one be
free

from now on, when i get upset, i'm going to sit down and write out why. it's not venting, or bitching; it's a study.

i have to figure out what i don't like about me and about the world, so that i can change it.

when i've gathered enough info, i'll write my manifesto, and through my art, i'll change the world.

so ( Read more... )

i'm going to try to start writing every day. it's supposed to be good for you as a writer: "write every day, even if it's crap, it doesn't matter, just be sure to write". not saying that i'm planning on being a writer now, but it never hurts to be well spoken. well, with the discovery of several new sites my hopes of finding someone have soared ( Read more... )

i don't feel well. something seems devoid of something for me...i think with all this time to sit on my ass without having anywhere to go...or whatever...i just feel like i've lost my sense of direction ( Read more... )

so a short update...

the yahoo groups led me to collarme.com, which is this...huge...bdsm personals site.

my concern, as an afterthought, is that...well, i don't know what to watch out for, or if there's anything i ought to worry about.

can anyone offer me some advice?