Thank god this summer is finally over. Don't get me wrong, it's been fun, but I've had enough of the non-stop parties and drugs. No more temptation, no more sleep deprivation, and no more messes in my apartment. Yay! Today I am gonna tell Chick-fil-A that I'm giving in my 2-weeks notice. Hopefully I'll either get a job at Starbucks or Target ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but my whole life I have felt like a piece of me has been missing. Whatever it is, that single thing is found when I have a girlfriend. It gives me confidence and makes me feel good about myself. It's weird thouh, even when I change to someone I am not to make a girl happy I still feel like that hole is filled. But something ( Read more... )

I'm not a perfect person ( Read more... )

Last night I was tossing and turning in my sleep, then I woke up in a cold sweat all upset. Why? I had a dream that Sarah had gotten a new boyfriend. I don't know why the dream upset me so much, but I couldn't fall back asleep, I just kept thinking about her. I really wish that I knew what to do right now...she is my world and I don't want to ( Read more... )

So today was just another day. I told the owner of the Chick-fil-a that I am currently working at that I am going to stay with him and not transfer (leaving out the whole I'm not wanted at the other store part). I was also going to discuss promotion/raise questions I have with him, but he didn't seem in the best of moods so I decided that asking ( Read more... )

Ok, well I think things have calmed down with my mom. She is still pissed and wants to look into tattoo removal, but I think I'm still gonna have college paid for, which is a good thing. But with good comes bad. I went to talk to the owner of the Chick-fil-a that is gonna be opening right next to where I live to see about transferring there when ( Read more... )

Ok, so I knew my parents weren't going to be happy if they found out about my tattoo, that's why I got one on my back. I figured that they would never have to see it cause I am always wearing a shirt. Well, that idea has already failed. I was being nice and helping my mom clean out their garage today and she asked me to go pick something up. ( Read more... )

So yesterday I started the tattoo. It was a fun experience, albeit a painful one. The artist (Lee @ Texas Body Art on Hwy 6 North) just did the outline so it wasn't too long (1-1/2 hours). He said that as far as pain goes that's the most painful part, so the shading will be easier on me when I go back for that. Um...I guess not much else going ( Read more... )

Not much happening lately, just been chillin' with jon, arman, and a few other people after work. I'm gonna start this tattoo very soon (I get paid tomorrow so I'll actually have money) so I guess that's kinda exciting. Um...and I'm prolly going to Mexico next week for a day with Arman and David for some wacko adventures. By that I mean buying ( Read more... )

Yea, things between sarah and I are over. She decided that not being able to see me (damn her parents) would just be too hard on her. I really wish it wasn't that way or that we could make it through, but I want what's best for her. I just hope I don't do my typical "get-all-jealous-of-her-next-bf-and-be-an-ass" thing cause she's still really ( Read more... )