Man, I just got the opportunity of a lifetime. Well, kinda. I found a way to make $10k in like...a month. Only thing is it involves doing illegal stuff, and as much as I keep telling myself that this isn't something I want to get mixed up in, I can't say no to that money. Well, I can, but gah >.< it's thousands upon thousands of dollars. ( Read more... )

I am so conflicted right now. There have been times in the past where I haven't known what to do with a situation, but never like this. It's like...I feel like if I "move on" I'm gonna miss on the greatest thing to ever happen to me, but if I don't I am probably just living in a false hope. Too much confusion (even though I all but know that the ( Read more... )

here's a pic of my tat, lowered so the weak of heat dont have to see it (look anyways, its bad ass) =)


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I over analyze things way too much. Only leads to me feeling like shit and, almost always, leads to me pissing off someone else cause I'm making way too broad of assumptions. Fucking eh, I hate things how they are. Fucking jealousy, fucking parents, fucking jobs. Fuck it all ( Read more... )

So I'm up at College Station hanging out with Jon and Chris. Not really much going on, just chillaxin on campus. I don't really think aTm was as bad as I really thought it was first semester, so I'm almost definately gonna transfer back, maybe even for next semester. I would still live in Katy cause of my lease, but the drive up here takes less ( Read more... )

I was going through old files on my compy and I came across this thingy I had written about 4 years ago. My dad had gotten this little book of inspirational quotes from his work. As I was reading throguh it, I chose quotes that I liked and organized them together in a letter. Now more than ever I think this paragraph fully describes my feelings ( Read more... )

Ok, I guess quite a bit has happened since I last updated, so this is gonna likely be a jumbled mess of events in a random order of what I recall from whenever. So yea...I thought things were looking up between Sarah and I, but no. I'm probably just leading myself on because this is something I want so badly, but I don't know. I hate to give up ( Read more... )

Yay for classes starting!!! Oh wait, it's only 3, aren't I supposed to be in class? YES. Well, yea, I totally changed up my schedule today so I decided that after my first 2 classes it was useless to go to the others. Now I have a more interesting schedule though (and it works a little better for me ( Read more... )

Projekt: Revolution kicked so much ass. KoRn was in-fucking-credible, especially their covers of Metallica's "One" and "Another Brick In The Wall/ Goodbye Cruel World" by Pink Floyd. Less Than Jake was very rockable, The Used was pretty damn good, and as always, Linkin Park put on an awesome show. Snoop Dogg just reminded me why I hate rap, lol ( Read more... )

So much for telling Chick-fil-A that I quit. Well, at least I didn't say so today. I talked with Goran, my old boss who had gotten me this job, and he said I need to re-talk some things through with Quart (the stores owner). I still don't see him agreeing to what I want, but I do kinda owe it to Goran to at least give things one more try cause ( Read more... )