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Today I woke up to the pleasant sound of the house phone ringing. I decided I was too lazy to get out of bed and answer it so I just laid in my bed staring at the poster at the end of my bed. Then my cell phone rang. It was Deven. Here's how the conversation went ( Read more... )

No, the subject has nothing to do with Deven. Infact, after this sentence this journal entry will have nothing to do with him. So the subject, it's from the first song Devin Oldham ever told me to listen to. I used to not be able to listen to it without crying but now I'm a tough girl! ROAR! He said it reminded him of me, and that he missed me. ( Read more... )

valerie, as i sit in my room at my computer late at night the rain outside hits my window hard. Im looking at a picture of you, lisning to the saddest song i can find. im sorry for everything, over a periode of three years, there are three years worth of "im sorrys" and "i love yous" i didnt say in time. There are kisses and goodbye that wernt ( Read more... )

It's really hard to go to someone's house who you've been with for 9½ months to have them complain about you the whole time. It's hard to pretend you're happy with the way your life is going when you know that it could be so much better given a few slight changes and you won't even put in the effort to make the changes. Even if the changes were ( Read more... )

eyesxlikexlove's LJ stalker is andy_mayfield!andy_mayfield is stalking you because they think you are rich and they want your blingbling. They are also eating your food when you aren't looking!

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don't ever care about anyone. caring only gets you in trouble. don't ever tell someone how much you care if you'd do anything for them because it'll only make things horrible. don't tell anyone you care about them just keep it inside and when you feel like you have to tell them just scream into a pillow. always remember to muffle your screams that ( Read more... )

So then I went to Deven's house. I got there and he didn't say anything, he opened the door and then walked into the office. I walked in and he was in the middle of a Warcraft game so I went and grabbed a chair then he finished and got up and walked downstairs without saying anything. So I went down and followed him into his room. He put on ( Read more... )

theres this girl in my school named kelsey and i went over to her house 2 weeks ago exactly. and while i was there i was sitting under her deck and i looked up and all i saw was "homestar" written on the bottom of it. i think it was a sign of some sort i just cant seem to figure out what ( Read more... )

Right when I thought I must mean absolutely nothing to Deven he called and asked if I wanted to go to the movies with him. So I rushed to get ready and we went to go see dodgeball with Justin and Danielle. He was looking down my shirt the whole movie. Then after he like took me to this hill and picked me a daisy.. and we layed together for a bit. ( Read more... )