Comments | eyezthatcantsee: I WANT NO MORE OF THIS DISEASE ANYMORE.

eyezthatcantsee

I WANT NO MORE OF THIS DISEASE ANYMORE.

Jul 10, 2005 02:52

That's all I'm doing...lying awake. Not sure why i looked at martine's myspace..haven't in a while. I was having a good night...not thinking about her at all then I just had to look. Like unleashing repressed anger and depression all at the same times. My mother is screaming in her sleep right now. She's having nightmares...I don't know what she's ( Read more... )

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anonymous July 13 2005, 16:24:56 UTC

Love is something you feel and when it is not recieved back you rae crushed justthink of all the girls you have done taht too
soo all of this goes both ways:)

anonymous July 14 2005, 02:33:21 UTC

I've never done this to another person. I've never recieved anyone's secrets, heart or trust then betrayed them by kicking them out of my life. I have never taken someone's heart and spat in their face without giving them a chance nor have I told someone to leave my life. I would never wish this on anyone. It goes both ways, true. But how could it go both ways when I have never done this to anyone nor would i even THINK of doing this to anyone?

anonymous July 13 2005, 23:38:07 UTC

Dude, how old are you? Little over dramatic for a teenage thing right? Anyways things like this could go both ways, but from the sound of it you should really just stop stalking this girl.

anonymous July 14 2005, 02:34:52 UTC

I never stalked anyone. I dont watch her. I dont see where she goes. I dont call her. I dont even remain in her existence, in any form. I'm not sure how you see things this way when perhaps you may or may not have ever trusted someone for the first time in your life and they betray you. It really isn't something that I would do to someone else.

louis??? whitetigerluva1 July 28 2005, 01:21:50 UTC

i will never in my life... in my waking and sleeping hours.... turn u away.... i can see that u have gone through a great amount of pain.... and i wish i could help... if there is anyway possile that i cold help u please tell me.... u know that monster u were talking about... the one u have become... I HAVE ECCEPTED IT.... AND WILL NEVER TURN U AWAY...!! i love u the way u r and i eccept u as a whole... a person who has gone through so much pain it's eating away his insides... he's gone through so much pain he has no idea whut to do next or who to turn to for help... he wonders... "can i be the only one to experiene this much pain?" and my answer is no.... i feel like that every single day because of my "current situation"... and if u will let me i would like to be that person to help you... i love you so much louis!!! and u know it... and if u must know.... u are alive both inside and out to me.... thee will never be a time where u won't be good enough for me.... because u r.... and i admire the way u look at the good in people... ( ... )

a delayed response oxteenybopxo May 7 2007, 04:11:23 UTC

You're an amazing person.
I'm always going to be in your life, Louis.
As long as you need/want me to be.

I love you.
&you are a great friend. [when you aren't being an ASS-FACE]