martine's Sun Square gabriel's Mars:

This is a dynamic, energetic relationship, but unfortunately also a rather aggressive and combative one at times. As long as you don't end up fighting and competing with each other, you can accomplish a great deal together. However, the aggressiveness of this relationship is prone to foster anger and hurt ( Read more... )

sooooo...
ever feel like your life IS great, but there may be something out there that is GREATER...
but you aren't absolutely sure 
so you stay content in the safety of your current happiness
because if you leave it for something you think may be potentially better 
& it turns out you are wrong...you end up with nothing

is the grass always just greener ( Read more... )

Drawn to you

Like a moth to flame.

Haunted by your face

Tormented by your name

Something so beautiful

So rare a find

It hurts to endure a feeling of this kind

Never could I imagine myself

To be a mere nullity

At least not in your eyes

A nobody.

I am but a fly

And with a single brush of the hand

You could easily make me disappear

Without one regret.

i’m ( Read more... )

i hate myself sometimes. 
acually
the majority of the time.

lol.
JLREKWL;RJEW

nothing to say. 
i want to cry. 
i want to punch something.

FUCKKK

:(
^me sad.

i've accepted my life. 
i can't try to change it
ihateyou.

hate his mother with the firey VENGEANCE of satan HIMSELFF.....

ok, maybe not that much.
but i dislike her.
INTENSELY.
in...tense....lyyyy...

yeah, sure. i spent his whole paycheck, you stupid *beep.
meanwhile, he has a new fucking $100 phone
&a new outfit
but I spent it.

f you, lady. EFF YOUUUUUU.

Didn't work today ( Read more... )

I like this. It's private. More personal than Myspace ( Read more... )

It's only been about....eh.....three years.

I figured...what the heck. 
Why not update? 
Not like anyone reads this...but that can be considered as a plus in some aspects.

Anyways, 
Andrew and I are not together anymore.
In fact, he has a baby &is getting married in June.
I'm going to the wedding. Sweet.

I now have a new main squeeze. Gabriel. I love him.
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im so sick of dealing with this shit.

didn't make it.