I dunno...

just a lil disappointed i didn't get to see my baby today...

but im use to the small disappointments...

I'll just hope for better tomorrow.

i love amber.

So...had a good time at the game. Heh...i love how EVERYONE noticed my neck. which was really obvious but still.lol..anyyyyway. I kinda miss football now. but meh...life goes on right? annnyyywayz. amber is FREAK. in bed. yeah. I did that. OoOoOoOoO-Rahh! @_@! O_O now she's bitching about how i should tell her what to do but NOT tell her what to ( Read more... )

Interesting convo with amber today over the phone. I guess relationships are never completely perfect, but at least my love for her is. I think her love for me is but I'm not completely sure she feels the same. I dunno..It's like she'll always keep this wall between us and no matter how high i climb, I can't get over it. It's almost like she wants ( Read more... )

Ok so..Im on the phone with amber right now and she's fairly worried about this whole terrorist thing which is not a bad thing but i dont feel like worrying about something that I cant control. Anyway, I love this woman. She's amazing. She's fun, she's kinky ( ;D thanks to me), she's gorgeous, she's kind, she's silly and she's absolutely crazy in ( Read more... )

All that I've become ( Read more... )

I miss my girlfriend. Its hard to deal with a highschool\college relationship. Ill learn how to deal..its just gonna be heard. I love her.

Can't wait to spend the rest of my life with her.

I dont have a fucking title for this god damn entry. I dont have a fucking title because this entry is being written as blindly as yours truly. Im fucking tired of this. Why the FUCK do i get the guilt trip even when Im fuckin right? Why do I get the apathetic responses of "I don't care" and the "Do whatever you want" when maybe I care more about ( Read more... )

Im tired of holding people back. Period. Im tired of fucking caring because all it does is make me angry or depressed and piss everyone I care about off. Well just one specifically. I won't be a master and commander for anyone. I'm tired of being cared about or wondering if I'm cared about. At least when I was alone and lost, I knew where I stood. ( Read more... )

many journals and one mind..my thoughts are scattered across the net...and left out there for you to find...but you won't see the truth, I'll bet.

Heh..nice little rhyme there...meh.

Anyway..

Not feeling too good. Gonna just watch some tv or something.

Think.

Heh. Kind of a weird title I guess. Just listening to "Iris" for the billionth time and figured it's not half bad of a song. Anyway...erm..what can I say on here really? Bit of an odd day. A rough day at best. Not sure...Hrmm. I Dunno...seems like a lot rides against me at times and i cant seem to please people but I'm still trying arent I? Yeah..I ( Read more... )