Now I'll help it decide, I palindrome I ( Read more... )

So i dl'd the superman returns theme. Shweet. :O lol..what to do..

I'm kinda bored. a bit tired. Feeling kinda...well...Meh. O_o! eeek. Need a nap or something...my head feels funny.

I miss amber.

Im on the phone with amber right and Im not sure what to type but hey Im typing because I can. Anyway, I love amber right? yeah. I know! O_O DUH DUH DURR. hrmmm Im just seeing exactly how fast I can type cuz Im a loser with nothing to do . :D lol ( Read more... )

Well of course everyone does. So...i see amber's livejournal and i see that her feelings are what's "Holding her back". I dont know how to take that...whether it's a bad thing..or a good thing....I dunno. I'm not sure if holding someone back is ever good...I dunno. Maybe I'm not good for her life but I'm good for her heart...heh..it's kinda ( Read more... )

Really....I dunno. out of it ( Read more... )

For one who has so much time and who's youth is running short, I find myself confused concering where my life shall go from this point to the next and so on. I'm Kinda...i dunno..angry. Angry that I've not yet found my place in the world but am returning to grounds I know all too well...school. But college is of imnportance in a world where Mind ( Read more... )

A GREAT night tonight...g00d god...i think it was close to..NOT DAMN NEAR....but CLOSE..to perfect. It was...just a great night. Me and my girlfriend had a great time I think...and I want to have more nights like that. Just me and her...being together. I love her so much...and I want the world to know it. And the world will...heh...it will ( Read more... )

I need...I dunno. Something to do. actually I need my girlfriend. Like..NOW. she got off work like 18 minutes ago...:o yay! wonder if she'll call me..hopefully. :\ I love her...I miss her. I need her.

Im hungry too. :O

So much to lose.....no more to gain..I have the one I want to be with....now I have that much more to lose. I dunno...I find it convenient that it always works out so that a PERSON is always standing in my way. Funny how if I'm not defeating myself, the universe finds its own sense of humor and irony in conjuring an enemy out of NOTHING ( Read more... )

She wants the truth but can't give me the truth..
she SAYS she loves me but SHOWS me she doesnt.
She says she wants to make me happy...but purposefully does things she knows will make me angry or upset.

I hate hypocrites.

See you all around.