POSSIBLY going to Fuel Monday night...clubbing...sort of my place to be considering I never sleep, I have a spanish family so I dance at all our parties, and I love to just talk to people...Hmmm..wonder how it will be ( Read more... )

and confused. Who would leave anonymous comments on my livejournal unless they knew me or were told by someone to take a look and leave a comment. Of course I, being the paranoid puerto rican, would think this but it's worse when I get the feeling I'm not wrong ( Read more... )

I didnt mean to fall in love with you ( Read more... )

That's all I'm doing...lying awake. Not sure why i looked at martine's myspace..haven't in a while. I was having a good night...not thinking about her at all then I just had to look. Like unleashing repressed anger and depression all at the same times. My mother is screaming in her sleep right now. She's having nightmares...I don't know what she's ( Read more... )

I dont want to live in this world anymore.....

I slept like I never slept before but my dreams weren't any better....I hate waking up over and over again....I just....want to stay down. There's really no reason to get up anymore anyway.

It was COMPLETELY crazy....great time for a portion...hangin with Lexy and Danielle...then a nice dose of anger but contrary to popular belief...it wasnt either of their fault...meh! Anyway...fireworks were great...hangin with friends and stuff...so a bunch of people I knew...was pretty damn cool. :D Anywayz...afterwards...partied at Deirdra's ( Read more... )

Chillaxin at Lexeh's house and stuff. She's getting her hair all nice and stuff so we can go on a damn double date thing with deirdra and her new boy friend d00d tom. No, me and lexy are NOT going out but hey, im here...deirdra called and BAM dinnerz! :D Tee hee...anywayz...not sure what else to do right now..not feeling that great right now but ( Read more... )

Went crazy on my mom but i apologized....got angry...just let it build and I lost control...can't do that again....I need to keep my head together. Need to keep feeling good about things...even though there is no reason to just yet. Anyway...work was ok. Had a good day...gotta wait till friday to get my ear pierced...wee!

It just keeps going and going and going till it finally annoys you, you snap and throw an obscurely large piece of cheese at it so it just DIES. Anyway...sitting around. Doing nothing. ABSOLUTELY nothing. Probably gonna arrange to hang out with some friend during the week. I can't stand sitting around here anymore...Fuck hearing voices...fucking ( Read more... )

Well....prom looks bleak...I have to go because I have a suit already....though I'm not even sure I want to go...Anyway...Martine is still confused yet she wants me to betray myself and go out with other people...and I hate how no matter what I do, I can't seem to make things better...only worse for some reason. Maybe it would be wrong not to give ( Read more... )