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Where'd that sanctuary go???
This used to be a place that I could release thoughts to. Like the typed words float away like bubbles, release! I could ramble on about the chaos in my head and let it out.
Now life is so big, the words I would have to use to describe the goings on are frightening, and I'd rather not go there. So I remain quiet. The pain is indescribable.
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Twilight
On the brink
waiting patiently in the shadows
the moment passed
watching it all behind
what once was
how did it disappear? -
Replacement Mom
Wish there was a way to find a replacement Mom for this family. I could easily leave, and be ok with that if I wasn't leaving them behind. That is what breaks me, I cannot leave these babies. I cannot leave my husband. I don't see anyway but the grave. -
METASTASIS
Woke up with new Metastasis in my chest muscle and shoulder. It hurts and had reduced function in my right dominant arm by alot. Like it hurts to drive. Also bowel issues continue. -
Diet... So confused.
So everything I read tell me plant-based diets are the best to beat cancer. Well i did that for a year and got severely anemic, so what's the trick? I was eating all the vegan protein that was safe for me to eat. My instincts are saying to get back on a vegan diet, but I don't want to be anemic. -
Where I'm at now.
Happily married, living in my dream home, remodeling it. Blessed with three of the greatest children life has to offer, two dogs and 9 cats. Life was dandy until i got diagnosed with terminal breast cancer at the age of 39 ( Read more... ) -
Hot Buttered Rum "Amanda Lynn"
a little bluegrass for your Saturday afternoon. The many faces of Hot Buttered Rum... -
UCSB
geesh.. so much has happened since the last post I couldn't possibly cath y'all up. So I'll get pick up from here. I'm at UCSB right now attending a Summer Calif. Nanosystems Institute for the next couple of weeks. We stay in dorms ride bike to campus, the whole University life. I am so in love with the idea of getting a university level education ( Read more... ) -
He propsed!!!
After 7 awesome years together, Leon proposed to be my soul mate for life! I've got a ring!! woohoo! We are so lucky to have found eachother. I am so blessed.
I think we need to have an engagement party, possibly at EDC. That would make for some sick ass engagement photos. :) -
Busy
Finished my semester off a couple of weeks ago, I ot an A in the class. Also got accepted into the UCSB program that starts in July, that should be interesting. Now I must unpack from camping at Carpenteria Beach so I can re-pack to fl to Rochester, NY. Oi ( Read more... )