this is without a doubt the hardest moment in life. i have lost a girl that i love - friends that i love - i feel more distant from God than i have ever felt - my car is broken down - i don't have a license - i have no money - i barely have a job - i'm shaking right now and i don't know why - i've lost most of my dignity - i've broken plenty of ( Read more... )

everything is changing - and my memories feel like dreams...

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p.s. i just read all of my lj posts - and i felt like i was reading somebody else's journal ( Read more... )

1 when i ran into the median on I95, after being side-swiped by the texaco 18-wheeler, and got out without a scratch on me - it felt like more than luck ( Read more... )

i wish i could say what's on my mind
this is crazy...

everything i write is always so contrived -
i'm sick of thinking about thinking too much -
it's like a DISEASE - i'm even doing it right now -
it's taking me forever to write each line -

w
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... so fly.

when
has
a
time

told
how
easier

determining
a
moment...
nevermind
?