there's alot of different things i feel like saying right now, but i don't think i will be able to express them the right way. but i know this.....i've felt better.

jordan - i totally forgot about your gig dude. that was something i really didn't want to miss. i feel really really bad. i hope it went totally cool....if you ever want to see me again we should hang out. later

i've thought alot about what to tell you....(deleted).

i'm feeling very hindered by the fact that i can only use up to 10% of my brain....i'm sitting here thinking that i need to think about something deep, but i don't even know what to think about the deep things. "some" say i think too much, but the fact is, i don't think i can think enough...

if i knew what i was feeling, i might have something to say. but some things are too deep, some things are just trivial, some things need time and somethings telling me to just pray. later.

i don't know.......but He always does.

i think that maybe tears are, in a way, a thing from God...because they somehow express the unexpressable.

my dog is barely comforting me tonight and even he my dads probably going to get rid of. God, please keep me close, cause i really can't make it in this life without you...

now is actually a time when i do have something to say, but there's so much to talk about, i really don't feel like typing it all down.

i kind of feel like posting something, but i don't know what to say...