Oh my god. Currently im working and my work requires my energy , time and diminished my happy feeling. Years before, im still studying, so i have time to search n make journal..huaaaa...now...the more i need arashi, the harder to see..huhuhu...why.... there also community who rejected me...huhh..im so upset. How cant they see im one of the arashi ( Read more... )

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Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So pissed off right know(actually, not very...hehe..if I'm so pissed off I'll be kicking someone's ass right now..)weeeeeeeeeee...
but, maybe my main emotion right now is ANGER!!! WOhoahoho(evil laugh) ...
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Today, early in the morning, my beloved daddy was shouting about the cat poop in the toilet. It's my sister's cat, at first, I didn't feel anything...but then, when my lil sis is angry to my father bcos it is morning, I automatically felt the urge to scold my father. But then I go to clean it. When I'm cleaning it, I did some scolding too. But then ( Read more... )

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 go away people who make me irritated!!!! shooooooo! feel wanna squish them! hahahah...
*matsumoto's laugh* their action hampajanai...khusai na!!! kimochi? zero.......wah!! wanna hear sho's laughing voice.....boo you people that  made my day sucks!! heeeeee~

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 tomorrow tomorrow is exam!! waaa!!!! there're still lots to read but my mood is like cray...I felt like a depressed person,  psychothis prob s...waaa!!!  go! go! gambatte!!!! you're who you're right? I will be myself the better me!!! I think this is the result of not sleeping at night but sleeeping in the morning ne~ kuhh~.....
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Can anyone help me by telling me which episodes in VS Arashi that the MDA was Sho Sakurai? I kinda want to see he fall..hehehe...because, all the VS Arashi that I've watched the MDA are matsujun, ninomiya, riida and masaki only....can somebody help? I know only this one episode which the soccer player Matsgi Japan team...but unfortunotely...I can't ( Read more... )

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 I'm trapped! hehehe...everywhere I make a fuss ...everybody is there~ argghhh!! I'm not complaining that I'm popular~ hehehe...just that, I want to really mashed that someone up myself, that person is there...(o.O)..wowowow...hehehe.. I'm bad? well...at times...this is me!! hahaha... sorry my fellow Arashi fans...it's not I'm like this everyday* ( Read more... )