all I'll ever be is adjectives.

My life ( Read more... )

Ah, college. I am looking forward to finally getting away from everyone who makes me feel like shit for one reason or another. I'm looking forward to creating myself.

I could tell you so much more. I could tell you everything. But all that gets me is screwed over.

Funny how you can be honest without telling the truth.

so today comprised part 2 of the blood drawing catastrophe. The vampires - er...doctors - actually got some out of me today! 2 vials to be exact. So I have discovered that I have a phobia of getting blood drawn from my elbow creases (hence the near-passing-out incident), but I'm ok when they take it from my wrist ( Read more... )

Some people are really pathetic. Me being one of them.
But at least I realize how pathetic I am, right?
Cripes. Are people really that stupid? That shallow?

Incredible.

Sad that we base all our happiness on lies and assumptions

It's gone.

**** you.
Let's all be posers.
Let's all wake up swearing.
Let's all pretend we're so damn happy.

I don't want to play anymore.

it's 1:30 in the morning, and i don't feel like sleeping. that might kill me before my parents do ( Read more... )

if the world ends, i love you.

hellfire and damnation. it's only a reflex, right?

why can't i cry?

i got bored
so i redid my myspace
which is what most shallow bored teenagers lacking motivation do on Sunday evenings. But I must say, it looks pretty cool. Sad that my only sense of accomplishment today comes from something that I can't even hold in my hand.

coming back home is like coming back from the dead, and it's rather unnerving.

i fell in ( Read more... )