Wow, it has been a year now since I last wrote. I forgot I had this. I find it so strange to read what I use to write and wonder what was I think at that moment. This is why we have journals. To those who still read this, give me a shout out.

t.c.s.

i'm still alive

UB is almost over...i'm sad...means i'll be shut away from ppl for the next 5 weeks...

hi everyone...

thats how i feel right now ( Read more... )

for the first time in a long time....i needed someone to talk to and could not find anyone....

why is it that people tend to piss me off more now than they did say..hmmm a year ago? i was much better person a year ago. i wonder a year from now, what or should i say who will i become? why do i think that people act like they like me but feel that behind my back they really dont? am i become the monster that i've fought against for so many ( Read more... )

UB is good, i have to work for my dad friday and maybe saturday which sucks. last night was....odd but stupid. my gut feeling was right and i went to BWs and well of course got trashed. I'm glad to have a friend like Josh Knox. I wish i could be more like him and be a better person like i use to be. Seems as time goes on, i transform more and more ( Read more... )

yes it is i the one and only craig smith back from GEORGIA. trip was fun BUT....well i rather not say anything. i didnt do anything bad hell the trip was more educational than anything else. we saw the human body, which were real human bodies. but i'm in the mood where i want to go watch a movie by myself and just chill and well.......think. oh ( Read more... )

so yeah...i'm at my dads, been working of course. i love to weedeat, its my escape. even though school is out, i've been busy traveling every where. i love my life sometimes and other times i wonder if its all worth it. no please dont think i'm sad or depressed or trying to be negative, i'm just saying i like to wonder. i feel.....i dont know....i ( Read more... )