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lifes alright. rather boreing. I can't sleep lately, and my mind is constantly drifting. i find myself thinking about past experiances and fond memories that feel so bittersweet. I miss everyone. I feel like i'm slow becomeing part of all my old friends everybodyelses. we all have them. we have us, then the closest of the close friends, and ( Read more... )

life's busy. i miss everyone so much. you're all invited to my party on the 24th call me for more info.

there is pain everywhere. everyone around me seems to be hurting so much. and i can't help them. And i can't help me. I can't make him love me agian. I can't make her come back to us. I can't stop the bullet that ended his life. I can't get her out of the mess she's made her life into. I can't do anything. I can't even stop the pain i cause ( Read more... )

Life has been so stressful lately. I have school till 3:10 then i have soccer till 6:00 then i come home and hardly have time to get through my homework before bed. it sux. I miss everyone so much and ic an't wait for ct tomarrow so i can see some of ya'll.

1st period - Spanish 2- My teacher is Mrs.Wilson. She's is pretty nice and ahe is slightly chunky, actually i think she could probally eat Sra. White ( Read more... )

Today was my first day of highschool. it was okay i guess. It was really hard to see everyone greating there freinds because I knew i would never get to see all my friends from calumet all togther agian. i will never get a chance to tell them all how much i miss them and how much they mean to me. I feel like people there only care about me when ( Read more... )

I was at kelly's apartment yesterday. It was alot of fun. All the people I met were so nice. I think i might have my birthday there. It would be really awsome. today i have HC. It's so oquward haveing justin there. Life is good

I never really open up in this little journal thingy so i've desided to try to be deep. here it goes:

maybe later. i Can't.

I didn't know Ice hardly at all. But i do know that her death has caused some of my friends extreame pain. I just want you to know...I UNDERSTAND. Death is scary and really hard to deal with even more so if you're not the one dead. This might be confusing but when a loved one dies we are left here with thoughts pounding in our head like Marbles ( Read more... )