Hey meditation club members (Alex and Paul) we need to work out meetings and stuff, so we can send out the information to everyone on the email list. I mean, who's house are we going to have the weekend meetings at? I mean my house is definately out, cause of space issues (among other things). We should probably have maybe weekly? biweekly meetings ( Read more... )

Yup... I’m officially fucked. I’ll give an overview of how my life was temporarily flushed down the toilet ( Read more... )

AAHHH I just had the greatest time ever at the football game. I have always been a night person, so I was totally hyped up the whole time. Seriously, I don't dance, never have a nd i was boogeying to the band music like there was no tomorrow. Also, I was totally vibing with everybody, not my daytime don't see the point in useless conversation mood ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated right now. I feel like I am about to break through something, I don't know what, but I feel I'm close. Mushrooms showed me the limits of my expression, what was possible as a human. After the experience I was extremely empathetic, and generally more aware of my surroundings. SInce then, I've been steadily making progress down ( Read more... )

I think I’m finally going to start taking my medication all the time. I’ve finally found a medication that allows me to still feel like me, but at the same time help control my ADD. I know my medication can really help me by making me less impulsive, helping me think before I say things, things like that, but I have some mental thing against taking ( Read more... )

Thats me as an emo teenager ( Read more... )

I very rarely have serious entries like this- will people please comment on this? I know i don't ever comment on anyone else's- i just verified the email. So now i can comment ( Read more... )

i backspaced outta the results and i dont wanna do it again ( Read more... )

i backspaced outta the results and i dont wanna do it again ( Read more... )

Im sooooooo stubborn. I really need to work on that, because it gets ridiculous sometimes. Like when I wont apologize, even when that means that I'll get whatever I've lost back. My mouth is like I dont have anything to apologize for and my heads like STOP BEING A RETARD JUST APOLOGIZE JEEZ U SHOOT URSELF IN THE FOOT ALL THE TIME. Yea so I'm gonna ( Read more... )